When The Body Speaks

Today I wasn't sure if I was scheduled to meet with John or not. I made a mistake on my calendar and accidentally had myself scheduled to see someone in Reno today. So I figured that I could have just as easily accidentally put John on the calendar for the wrong day or time. It turns out we were scheduled for this morning. So I'm glad I didn't miss it.

I started a little after 9am and walked for almost 40 minutes. I still haven't quite regained my composure. Nothing I have done to this point has felt anything like today did. Before John joined me I was feeling pretty dysregulated, pretty emotional. I wasn't sure I'd be able to do well today. When he joined me he kept cranking up the intensity. He has set a pretty high goal for me. I'm not really sure how I'll get there or when, but there it is. The goal is 3 miles in 50 minutes. So in service of reaching that goal, he kept turning it up. I felt it each time. My mind finally slipped into a place a complete pleasure. The feeling of pleasure was so intense in my brain that all thinking stopped. Each moment that went by sustained the feeling in my body and I finally gave into fully experiencing it. There was nothing going on there about thoughts of attraction or intentional sensuality. The feeling was deeply physical. I kept wanting to be able to think until John told me I don't have to. Being released from the binds of thinking felt like the ultimate pleasure.

What the spirit seeks, the mind will follow. When the body speaks, all else is hollow.

I didn't sweat near as much as Dave in this video. But the moment was just as sexy.