So John nailed it on the head. It's fear. I'm terrified for tomorrow. I'm really anxious about the social aspect of this 5K walk. I've actually been totally freaking out about it. I just don't want to go.
I felt almost completely disconnected from John today. There was something very sad and stressful about that. He makes me laugh though. I love to see him smile, really smile.
So I can go or not go. I asked a couple of people if they would go with me to help ease the anxiety I'm having about it. They both said no. So it's all me. I think I'll be happy when this is over so I can get back to my regular schedule.
How am I going to do this?
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