Why is breakfast so hard?

I see the trainer at 9am today, in an hour. I'm trying to eat the breakfast I started working on 30 minutes ago. Why is it so hard to eat breakfast? I feel pretty hungry, but have no desire to eat. I think that's why I used to avoid feeling hungry. I don't like how it feels to not want to eat when I am hungry. I wonder if that's some sort of disorder.

My upper body muscles are feeling a bit more noticeably sore. I think this is Aric, the massage therapists, work. I had so much tension in my arms and neck. It was pretty intense.

I wonder what we're doing today. I wonder if I will be walking everyday. I think maybe he said the bike. I'm thinking about trying to go to one of the classes my friend Chuck teaches. I wonder if it would feel like being instructed at a Magic tournament. Wow my mind is all over the place today. Let me try to get myself collected before I head out to treadmill heaven.